Waddu call that....betryal.

Betrayal, sounds familiar to me whenever i hear it. why? because it has happened to me so many times now that i couldn't even believe that i am alive after this. Betrayed for this, Betrayed for that...everything is just a pile of crap.
I accepted her request but was that my fault that i shed my personal walls to allow her to see me from inside and then damage me. Untill the time she knew from outside, i was the boss. I did whatever i thot was right and got whatever i wished for. But until that day only when i opened the doors to my, Self. People - believe me, girls can give you love but when they come on their real instincts they can be brutal. After all this everything seems like a practical joke to me. I didn't believe one of my friend when he said "this is a player's world". Well Indeed it is, No wonder.

Shootings happening in Surrey

I think the shotings are very unfortunate for the people and also for the individuals who in some osrt of way know the members if respective gangs. I knew that guy who was shot day beofre yesterday in Surrey, and beleive it is really shocking when you come to know that somebody you knew does last night. I was like holy****. I knew him as a good man, used to talk politely, I kinda had that idea that he is involved into gangs, drugs and all that stuff but never really knew what kinda gang or what kinda drug circle. I came to know about this as a lot of people used to talk about him and I kinda made that idea from there.
I think there is a whole gangwar going on in lower mainland right now and the best way to stop this is to go on a rampage spree of arrests and put as many gang members behind the bars as possible. The less the gang memebrs are out their on the streets and less will be the options for the gang to do shootings and all that kinda stuff. The charges can be anything [even smoking in public zone, which i know no police officer charges anybody].

Love.. Actually!

Yes it is love, and it is for real this time. I am in love. I never rushed things this time, Never hesitated or just "attacked", analyzed it and said it at the very right moment when i shud had said it. But u know what, when you are not destined for something you just do not get it.
Everything is right, I love her, she loves me, we are almost perfect for each other, but still we can;t have each other. I mean i am ready but she is not.
But seriusly this girl is a revolution in my life. She is the first girl; that i enjoyed hanging out, I was cool all the time , never became nervous and all these things were like a miracle to me.
I still do not beleive i spent a whole day with this girl and still she is not getting bored of me or something like that. I just want a girl like this, i dont know if i woould get one like her someday or not. She is awesome in every aspect; well educated, hot...,i mean she is jsut perfect for me.